Sleep Deprived?

I just want to take moment and thank you all so much for reading my blog. I appreciate your encouraging words, it really means a lot to me. Thank you.

I’m not actually sleep deprived, luckily. I just have a problem that I was wondering if I was the only one who felt this way… I can’t go to sleep if I know that I didn’t to anything productive today. Let’s say all I did today was be lazy and do a bit of school. I can’t sleep unless I do something that would benefit someone else. If I babysit, I’m watching someone so that a person can go do something, I feel useful. That’s it, I can’t go to sleep if I wasn’t useful that day at all. Is that weird?

Thanks for reading,

Ingrid